Hey rainbow, today would be nice.

Have you ever been so shocked that you couldn't even find the words to speak? Have you ever been so confused that all you feel you can do is curl up in a ball and just hope for it all to pass? Have you ever been so heartbroken that you cry until there's nothing left? You do everything to reach out to the one person that you care about most and get nothing. A wall is clearly up and there is absolutely no getting through. They show no emotion, nothing.
Just when you feel as though you need them the most, comfort is not what they have to offer. Instead, their rejection leaves you with new scars. Deeper pain.
You slowly just feel yourself fall weaker and weaker. Don't.Give.Up.
Yeah, the whole three great nights in a row thing? Not happening.
Today was possibly one of the worst days I have had in a good while.
If I learned anything today, it's to expect the unexpected.
Life is not always the way it seems. It has plenty of curve balls to throw, plenty.
I promise I won't make this too long at all. It has been a way long day and I'm ready to just get to bed.
If I learned anything today, it's to always keep your head up in all you do. Don't rely on people for anything, even comfort. People will always fail you, God's love never will.
Relying on others can easily leave you with deeper scars than before. Why seek out possible pain when there is a Healer for everything? Things will get better.

Like my brother always used to remind me, "After the rain comes the rainbow."
I know I know, so corny but so true. It always seems to put me in a better mood.
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<3
Micaela